One of my goals this year was to increase the amount of reading that I have done. And I actually accomplished it!! I actually more than read enough books to create a top 10 list for the year! Here's my list:
10) Christian Worship by Gail Ramshaw
I will admit that I read this as part of a conversation with the Worship and Music committee at church, but it was a good re-cap of what I learned in my liturgy classes in seminary. Definitely an introductory text, as is stated in the intro to the book, but good none the less.
9) God is Not Great, by Christopher Hitchens
A pastor reading atheist writings? what? Well, I'm not the first and won't be the last. It's always good to get some perspective from those who vehemently disagree with you about the notion of God and faith. And though I struggled a lot with Hitchen's arguments and disagreed with his practice of taking only the most offensive parts that the religious world has to offer and using them as his proofs for why Religion spoils things, I did appreciate his view point, none the less. If you want to get a good perspective on how someone from outside the faith realm views religious folks, this is a good place to start.
8) Out of Oz, by Gregory Maguire
This is the last of the now four part Wicked series. I found it my least favorite and the slowest going of all four books. I am tempted to give it another chance, though, after watching the Wizard of Oz and wondering in my mind what Maguire had in mind in sending Dorothy back to Oz.
7) A Lion among Men, by Gregory Maguire
I really liked hearing this tail about the Cowardly Lion. Getting to hear the Wizard of Oz account from his perspective...plus some other parts of his own story, was really interesting.
6) Son of a Witch, by Gregory Maguire
What if the wicked witch had a son? What would he be like? I enjoyed the ups and downs and adventure and intrigue in this book. It was a good follow up to Wicked.
5) Wicked, by Gregory Maguire
As usual, the original book in a series was the best. I didn't get through it as fast as I wanted to, but it was a really good read. Definitely one to go back to at some point now that I've read the other three books in the series.
4) Mockingjay, by Suzanne Collins
Good ending to the trilogy. Wish it hadn't been as violent at the end as it was, but in the end it turned out ok. I'm interested to see what they do with this in movie form.
3) Catching Fire, by Suzanne Collins
Couldn't put the book down and then was super disappointed that it was a cliff hanger (though I suppose she needed some way to get folks to by the third book!). As with the first book, I saw a thread of social commentary running through it that I found quite interesting.
2) The Hunger Games, by Suzanne Collins
Got hooked in to this book right away. Some interesting social commentary on rich vs. poor...dominant political party vs the rest of us. The movie wasn't nearly as good, but it helped to visualize what Collins wrote about.
1) The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks, by Rebecca Skloot
LOVED, loved, loved, loved, loved, this book. It was the perfect book for someone like me who has an interest in the biological sciences and in history. Skloot did a great job of weaving in the medical history behind the He-la cell line and cancer research with the story of Henrietta Lacks, her family, and Skloot's adventure to uncover the real story about who Henrietta Lacks was. Highly recommend this book.
I'm currently in progress with The Hobbit and am enjoying it very much. Then I will move on to "The Paris Wife."
On my shelf for 2013:
A Wrinkle in Time (How did I never read this as a kid?)
Accompany Them with Singing, by Tom Long(I WILL finally finish this!)
The Testament by John Grisham
Lots of children's books :)
Monday, December 31, 2012
Sunday, December 30, 2012
A Sermon for Christmas 1
Christmas 1
December 30, 2012
Luke 2:41-52, I Samuel 2:18-20, 26
Shelly was a fighter.
Not in the literal way, she wasn’t a boxer or an MMA fighter or
anything. However, she did spend a good
portion of her life fighting herself and those around her, and fighting with
God. You see, at a young age, Shelly had
come to a decision on how her life was supposed to be and what path she was
going to take. She was going to go to
said college, then she would go to a particular law school, become an intern at
a specific law firm and work her way up the ladder and be very successful in
her field. She would be married by 25,
have 4 children and 2 dogs by 35, and live a very happy life.
Shelly’s family didn’t quite see it that way. They thought that Shelly should get a
teaching degree. It was what all the
women in Shelly’s family did. She was
supposed to marry that nice pre-med student that she dated her sophomore year
in college and 3 kids were enough, no dogs, dogs are too much work. And her family made no qualms about letting
her know that this was what she was expected to do.
But God had even different plans for Shelly. When she was a young girl, God had called her
into ministry to be with people in their time of need. As a child, her neighbors could always count
on her to stop by with a homemade get well card when they were sick, and as she
got older the cards would be accompanied by cookies or other care packages that
she had crafted herself. She had a knack
for knowing who needed what when. When
her college roommates needed a shoulder to cry on, it was Shelly who would be
there first. She was always the first to
drop of chicken soup, the first to give out a hug, the first to let you know
that she was there for you and that she genuinely cared for you and your
situation.
And she was miserable, she didn’t get the grades she needed
to get into the law school of her choice…she didn’t into any law school, as a
matter of fact. But she fought it, it
was what she thought she wanted to do…should could get a masters degree and try
again in two years…but why was it making her so unhappy?
Then one day during the semester before graduation, she had
a meeting with her advisor who had known her since freshman year. Shelly’s advisor knew her grades in the science
department were excellent and that her caring nature would make her the perfect
candidate to become a nurse. They argued
over it for about 15 minutes before the advisor finally said “will you put down
the boxing gloves and let life take you where you’re supposed to go?”
Shelly listened. She
struggled, but eventually she let go and let God lead her. And God led her to nursing school and she
became a hospice nurse. For the most
part, life fell into place after that and Shelly was no longer unhappy.
Shelly’s story is not real, but it’s not made up
either. There are a lot of people in our
families, in our social circles, in our congregations, who are fighting against
something. And I know from my own
personal experience that spending even a small portion of your life fighting
against something is exhausting.
Now, there are the good fights, the fights against wrong
doing and injustice that work to make this world a better place. Those fights have a tendency to energize and
fire folks up for the work that needs to be done. But I’m talking about the personal fights,
against who God has called us to be, those are the ones that are tiring and
have the potential to make us miserable.
Our buddy, Martin Luther, fought this fight against his
father. Hans Luther wanted, no, expected
that his son would become a lawyer. When
Martin left law school to become a priest, this was seen by his father as a
slap in his face and the greatest dishonor that Martin could have put upon his
parents. But, despite this and his own
struggles with his sin and the devil, Martin knew that his call into the
priesthood was a call from God, for better or for worse, though he probably
didn’t know at the time that he became a priest that his call would eventually
spark the Reformation.
It can be easy for us to walk through life thinking that we
know the exact path that we are supposed to take, that we are in control of
whatever life has in store for us. But
when this happens, we can stray from the path that God has laid out for us. Because of our free will, we are able to do
this…but it doesn’t always lead to the best outcome. It’s when we listen to God’s leading and
nudging, that things often go the smoothest. There are other times, though, when it seems
that we are totally lost with no idea where we are headed…after all, not all of
us get caught in a lightning storm like Luther did, or get blinded like
Paul. And it can get frustrating…but
maybe it’s not time for the call yet…or maybe other things around us distract
us from the path we’re supposed to head in.
And that’s ok. We’re not all
called at the same time and in the same way.
Just take Samuel and Jesus for example.
God called Samuel early on in his life. In fact, his mother Hannah heard God’s call
for Samuel before he was even born. As
soon as Samuel was weaned, Hannah brought him to the temple in order that he
might minister in the temple. And as he
grew, Samuel proved himself to be a worthy servant of God, growing in wisdom
and insight as he worked with Eli. I wonder
if folks in Hannah and Elkanah’s neighborhood questioned the practical wisdom
of giving their first born son over to the temple. Wouldn’t it have been more practical to raise
their son themselves so he could help them with the household chores, and learn
Elkanah’s profession so he could take it over one day? But as it was, Hannah and Elkanah listened to
God’s voice rather than the voices of the neighbors, and things turned out just
fine.
Jesus also knew his call early on. In our gospel text this morning, at age 12,
which was considered to be near adulthood at that time, Jesus was found by a
very worried Mary and Joseph in the temple where he had been so caught up
speaking to the teachers in the temple and asking them questions that he wound
up missing the traveling group going back to Nazareth. It seems that in Jesus’ case, he knew his
calling better than Mary and Joseph did…and this is easy to see since he is the
Son of God, after all. But I wonder if
at dinners and other such events, it was discussed between the adults that
Jesus should have just focused on becoming a craftsman like his father. I wonder if there was any conversation about
arranging a marriage for Jesus to a young woman in town. Where there certain things that the folks in
town, maybe even his parents as well, expected from him as a fully human young
adult? What if Mary and Joseph decided
it may have been best for Jesus to stay in the temple for a bit longer and
learn (and teach) the teachers, and the neighbors scoffed at them for that? But
as it was, Jesus knew the mission that God had sent him to earth to carry out
at a young age, and like Samuel, he grew in wisdom and insight as he grew.
And even as the townsfolk rejected him during his years of
ministry, Jesus carried out the mission and the ministry that he was sent to
do. To free people from the bonds that
shackle them so that they could be free to live and to walk the path that God
had set out for them, regardless of when or how the call comes.
Jesus carried out his mission by dying on the cross and
rising from the dead so that we could be free from the sin that binds so in
order to live out the callings that God has for us, be it in our home life or
our work life or the parts of life in between.
And he did so without the shoulds and shouldn’ts that have a tendency to
weigh us down and load us up with guilt over what we have done and what we have
failed to do, where we’ve succeeded and where we have messed up. We are free to put down the boxing gloves,
and live. We are free to stop worrying
if our life is measuring up to others expectations, and live. We are free to stop beating ourselves up over
meeting our own personal deadlines, and live.
It’s what God is calling us to do.
Monday, December 24, 2012
"Pondering..." A sermon for Christmas Eve
December 24, 2012
Christmas Eve
Luke 2:1-20
I
have a theory that Mary, the mother of our Lord, was an introvert. Now scripture never comes out and says this, nor
much else about her personality, but we do know one thing. It is said more than once in the Gospel of
Luke that Mary “treasured these things and pondered them in her heart.” Mary was one to ponder, to process things
internally and therefore, I don’t think I’m too far off in thinking that Mary
was most likely an introvert.
And
there was quite a bit to process in this night. Mary’s birth story was anything
but the romantic scenes painted on the faces of nativity sets. It probably
wasn’t a clean stable filled with fresh hay, well behaved livestock, or even a
nicely made manger. Mary gave birth to Jesus
probably a cave or a barn, no midwife or birthing stool, and commandeered a
feeding trough to use as a bed.
And
beyond that, there had been a lot to ponder in regards to the events that had
transpired the past 40 or so weeks that Mary was pregnant. First, Mary had been betrothed to a carpenter
named Joseph. Then, she is visited by an angel who tells her that she, a
virgin, was not only just going to bear a child, but the child she would give
birth to would not be the child of her fiancé. On top of all that, Mary is also
told that the child would be the long awaited savior of the world. Despite all
of this, Mary consents to risking both her life and her marriage in order to
carry out the will of our Lord. Consent might be the wrong word for Mary, as we
knew she embraced the fact that she would bear God’s son.
We
know Mary embraced the responsibility she was given because while visiting her
cousin Elizabeth, who was also miraculously pregnant, she sang a beautiful song
of praise to God for choosing her to bear God’s son.
That
was about forty weeks ago. In the past week, Mary and Joseph had taken a
journey from Nazareth to Bethlehem for the Roman census. Normally, it
would be a 4 day journey on foot for 2 healthy and non-pregnant individuals, so
there was probably a few extra days tacked on there. Like all good family trips,
the trip doesn’t exactly go as planned since no one checks with unborn children
about when they would like to be born. It may have caught her off guard when
the contractions started, her water broke, and any birth plan flew out the
window.
To
make it more complicated, with literally everyone and their brother in
Bethlehem for the census, there were no vacancies in any of the inns in town,
so unlike her cousin Elizabeth who probably had a midwife, it was just Mary and
Joseph, who most likely hadn’t been present at a childbirth class since at that
time being a birthing coach was a job reserved for women, assisting Mary in her
labor and delivery of the baby.
However,
they find a way to make it work. Mary gives birth to Jesus, wraps him in bands
of cloth, and laid him in whatever makeshift bed they could muster. Soon after,
a group of random shepherds appeared to Mary and Joseph and told them that they
too, had been visited by angels and informed of the Holy nature of this child
that had been born and they had to see it for themselves.
All
of this would have been a lot to process, but there is so much more for Mary to
ponder in the years to come. The implications of giving birth to the Son of God
must have weighed heavily, embraced or not. 40 weeks passes by fast, but seems
like forever at the same time.
But,
we also must not forget about Joseph, and all he had to process as well. Here
he is, far from home, alone with Mary who is bearing a child, but not his, but
that of God. The social implications, the circumstances of where Mary is giving
birth, with probably little knowledge of what it is he had to do to help. The
stepfather to God’s son is an awfully big responsibility that Joseph did not get
much say in. However, he does what he has to do because that is the kind of
person he is.
We all know the story of how Jesus came into the world,
and how complicated things were in their time. A baby by itself is a lot to
think about in 40 weeks, but that is what makes this story special. All those
pregnancy milestones we take for granted in their time must have been truly
amazing. Seeing little kicks and punches, feeling Jesus moving around,
preparing himself for what will come. On top of all of that, Mary and Joseph
accomplish so much, despite many odds against them.
For us, we should take the time to ponder with Mary what
it all means. And it’s not some easy to
identify little nugget that we can simply pull out and wrap nicely with a
little bow on top. Because for some of
us, Christmas is not the joyous holiday that is sung about in Christmas
carols. We may have come here, we
faithful…but joyful and triumphant might not be an accurate statement if we’re
totally honest. For others of us, this
truly is a most wonderful time of the year with the kids jingle-belling and
being filled with good cheer. And others
of us could probably take it or leave it either way. It seems that Christmas now is sometimes just
as chaotic and unromantic as it was 2000 years ago, even with the poinsettias,
the lights, and the trees.
But I don’t think that God was going for orderly and
romantic when he sent Gabriel to Mary to let her know that she would be the one
to bear his son. Sure, God is the expert
at turning chaos into order, but there is the reality of what comes with
pregnancy and childbirth…birth plans fly out the window and sometimes you have
to settle for a cave because all of the birthing suites are full. No, I think that when it came to the birth of
Jesus, God was going for what is real.
And that meant the king of kings would be born in a cave instead of a
palace, that meant that he would be born to peasants instead of royalty, that
meant that unnamed and often shunned shepherds would be the first to hear the
most wonderful birth announcement, not a royal court of the select elite.
And it was all so that whether we see Christmas as a
painful time, a joyous time, or an “ehh” time, when we look into the manger
there is something there for all of us.
There is the reminder that God is always up to something new and a
promise of life and light in the midst of darkness and grief. There is joy abundant found in the face of a
newborn child. There is an invitation to
come and be a part of the mystery of God’s Word becoming flesh in the person of
Jesus. In the face of the newborn Jesus,
there is something for each of us to treasure and ponder in our hearts. That this child was born for you and for
me…and that this child would die for you and for me. The love from which this all came about is
indescribable. But it’s there for you
and for me.
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Death, Guns, and God
I was in 10th grade when Columbine happened. Less than a week after the shootings there, we spent an entire morning sitting on the bleachers of the football field because someone had called in a bomb threat at my high school.
I've since lost count, though someone had posted the number yesterday, of how many school shootings have taken place since April 20, 1999, but it's been far too many. Even one school shooting is one school shooting too many.
I grew up with the understanding that, for the most part, school was a safe place. I cannot imagine that this is the case any more. Now there are schools that require students to pass through a metal detector to get in. Now there is a greater police presence in schools that I ever remember seeing when I was in school. Now, places of learning are just as likely to be places of violence (physical and non-physical) and death. And I grieve over this.
When I heard the news about the shooting in Newtown, CT yesterday, I was waiting for my coffee and food at Dunkin Donuts. I just happened to glance up at the television to see images of the children being escorted from Sandy Hook Elementary school. And my heart sank as I watched little innocent faces being rescued from what is likely to be the worst day of their lives. These children are the age of a good chunk of the kiddos that I work with at Trinity...20 of them now robbed of their futures. And I heard the words of Christ from the cross, crying out in the words of Psalm 22, "My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?"
But then I felt a little nudge from the inside...from my unborn child who began a little dance inside my belly. At 24 weeks of gestation, Jellybean is my constant reminder that death never has the final say, Christ's victory over death and God's wish for us to have life abundant do. And the words in my head turned from the lament in Psalm 22 to the plea of the song "E'en So, Lord Jesus," by Paul Manz.
"E'en so, Lord Jesus, quickly come, and night will be no more. They need no light, nor lamp, nor sun,
for Christ will be their all."
In the Christian tradition, our Advent hymns cry out for Christ to come and reconcile us to one another. "O Come, O Come, Emanuel, and ransom captive Israel, who mourns in lonely exile here, until the Son of God appears. Rejoice, Rejoice, Emanuel shall come to you, O Israel." And we cry out to God on behalf of the fallen in Newtown, CT with tears and words of anger, with tears and words of pain and sorrow, with tears and words of lament. But we do so knowing that though God is always present among us. God held those who were killed in his arms and comforted them in their last moments. God was with all of those students who huddled in corners and their teachers who calmed their fears by reading them stories, ready to protect them at a moments notice. God was with the first responders who came to the aid of Sandy Hook Elementary school. And God's mercy rests now over the victims and their families, and over the shooter.
And so the question becomes "what now?" What do we do when innocents are slaughtered by someone who, himself was just a child who suffered from mental illness? Well first, we keep on praying, we keep on lamenting and mourning.
But we also need to start talking. We need to have reasonable conversations about ways in which this nation can become safer through gun control laws (Note: I grew up around guns, my husband and I own a gun, I am an admirer of guns, and I respect 2nd amendment rights, to a point). We need to have healthy conversations about ways in which we can, as a nation, better care for those who suffer from mental illnesses but for whom services have not been as readily available since the 1980's.
There are also somethings that we shouldn't do. Turning the shooter, a young man with a mental illness, into an evil villain is not helpful. Saying guns don't kill people, people kill people is also not helpful in this incident...there would be 28 people still alive today if Adam Lanza hadn't had access to multiple weapons. Saying God allowed the shooting to happen because we have taken prayer out of schools is probably the least helpful and most harmful thing that could be said in the aftermath of this horrific tragedy (Shame on you, Mike Huckabee).
It is my prayer in these coming days and weeks that we can come together as a nation, forget the labels that divide us, and work to make this nation a safer place for our children. And I pray that there will be an end to gun violence...an end to all violence in this country and in this world.
May God have mercy upon all of us.
I've since lost count, though someone had posted the number yesterday, of how many school shootings have taken place since April 20, 1999, but it's been far too many. Even one school shooting is one school shooting too many.
I grew up with the understanding that, for the most part, school was a safe place. I cannot imagine that this is the case any more. Now there are schools that require students to pass through a metal detector to get in. Now there is a greater police presence in schools that I ever remember seeing when I was in school. Now, places of learning are just as likely to be places of violence (physical and non-physical) and death. And I grieve over this.
When I heard the news about the shooting in Newtown, CT yesterday, I was waiting for my coffee and food at Dunkin Donuts. I just happened to glance up at the television to see images of the children being escorted from Sandy Hook Elementary school. And my heart sank as I watched little innocent faces being rescued from what is likely to be the worst day of their lives. These children are the age of a good chunk of the kiddos that I work with at Trinity...20 of them now robbed of their futures. And I heard the words of Christ from the cross, crying out in the words of Psalm 22, "My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?"
But then I felt a little nudge from the inside...from my unborn child who began a little dance inside my belly. At 24 weeks of gestation, Jellybean is my constant reminder that death never has the final say, Christ's victory over death and God's wish for us to have life abundant do. And the words in my head turned from the lament in Psalm 22 to the plea of the song "E'en So, Lord Jesus," by Paul Manz.
"E'en so, Lord Jesus, quickly come, and night will be no more. They need no light, nor lamp, nor sun,
for Christ will be their all."
In the Christian tradition, our Advent hymns cry out for Christ to come and reconcile us to one another. "O Come, O Come, Emanuel, and ransom captive Israel, who mourns in lonely exile here, until the Son of God appears. Rejoice, Rejoice, Emanuel shall come to you, O Israel." And we cry out to God on behalf of the fallen in Newtown, CT with tears and words of anger, with tears and words of pain and sorrow, with tears and words of lament. But we do so knowing that though God is always present among us. God held those who were killed in his arms and comforted them in their last moments. God was with all of those students who huddled in corners and their teachers who calmed their fears by reading them stories, ready to protect them at a moments notice. God was with the first responders who came to the aid of Sandy Hook Elementary school. And God's mercy rests now over the victims and their families, and over the shooter.
And so the question becomes "what now?" What do we do when innocents are slaughtered by someone who, himself was just a child who suffered from mental illness? Well first, we keep on praying, we keep on lamenting and mourning.
But we also need to start talking. We need to have reasonable conversations about ways in which this nation can become safer through gun control laws (Note: I grew up around guns, my husband and I own a gun, I am an admirer of guns, and I respect 2nd amendment rights, to a point). We need to have healthy conversations about ways in which we can, as a nation, better care for those who suffer from mental illnesses but for whom services have not been as readily available since the 1980's.
There are also somethings that we shouldn't do. Turning the shooter, a young man with a mental illness, into an evil villain is not helpful. Saying guns don't kill people, people kill people is also not helpful in this incident...there would be 28 people still alive today if Adam Lanza hadn't had access to multiple weapons. Saying God allowed the shooting to happen because we have taken prayer out of schools is probably the least helpful and most harmful thing that could be said in the aftermath of this horrific tragedy (Shame on you, Mike Huckabee).
It is my prayer in these coming days and weeks that we can come together as a nation, forget the labels that divide us, and work to make this nation a safer place for our children. And I pray that there will be an end to gun violence...an end to all violence in this country and in this world.
May God have mercy upon all of us.
Sunday, December 2, 2012
“Waiting”
Advent 1
December 2, 2012
Jeremiah 33:14-16
It’s happened once again, we’ve come to the beginning of a
new church year. It has seemed a little
different this year with Thanksgiving having been so early that there has been
a slight disconnect between the Thanksgiving holiday and the beginning of
Advent. If you think about it, though,
the way in which things fell this year is very appropriate for the spirit of
Advent. It is the time of the year when,
as the church, we are called on to be totally counter-cultural. Instead of the Christmas rush, we are called
up to hurry up and wait. To be patient
in our preparations, to take our time as we take in the sights and sounds of
the season. It’s also a time when we are
called to go against the clutter of the Christmas season and take some time to
do some “Advent cleaning” and simplify how we do things while we wait for the
celebration of the birth of Christ.
But why would we do this?
What is the point of going against the current that is trying to pull us
into the mad rush of Christmas? Well,
first, in the middle of the jam packed calendars that come with the month of
December, isn’t it nice to have someone suggest that maybe we take a time out
to slow down and enjoy what this season is all about? And second, we’re
preparing to celebrate a birth, which takes some time and patience…but we’re
also taking part in a story that has involved a lot of waiting and
preparation. So why not jump in and make
ourselves fully involved in this story rather than just being bystanders who
look in and say “oh, isn’t that nice?”
When
we talk about waiting, the prophet Jeremiah, and the Israelites in exile give
us a good perspective on that this means.
Jeremiah conducted his ministry during a time filled with lots of
waiting in the life of Israel. The people were waiting for freedom from
their Assyrian captors, who although they had been peaceful, were captors none
the less. 143 years after the people had
become captives to the Assyrians, however, King Nebuchadnezzar II and the
Babylonians defeated the Assyrians and took control of the kingdom of Judah. When the Babylonians took control, the king
of Judah and other major
leaders in Jerusalem were taken to live in exile
in Babylon. Meanwhile Nebuchadnezzar named a new king to
rule over Judah,
and in doing so, tore apart the kingly line that had been promised to David.
When
the Babylonian captivity began, Jeremiah had been doing ministry for 30
years. He was called by God into
ministry in a time when many felt that God was silent and holding a grudge
against them for the wrong doings of their ancestors. Jeremiah was not a very well liked man,
however. He preached to the people around him about their need to turn away
from the worship of idols and return to worshipping God…and he did so to the
point of being obnoxious. The people
didn’t listen, in fact they disliked what Jeremiah had to say so much that they
threw Jeremiah into jail because of his prophecies. Little did they know that these prophecies
that were beginning to come true.
It
was not known at the time, but soon, Zedekiah, the king whom King Nebuchadnezzar
II had placed on the throne in Judah,
would rebel and in response, the Babylonian army would lay siege to Jerusalem, destroying the
entire city, including the temple that king Solomon had built, and take more
people into exile.
This
is the context in which Jeremiah was living.
The people in Jerusalem
were living in fear, they had lost the promise of the Davidic line and now they
were about to lose their families, their homes, their livelihood and many would
lose their lives. On top of all this,
the holiest place in all of Jerusalem,
a place that was thought to be invincible by the people of the time, would be
destroyed. The people in Jerusalem were in
desperate need of hope in the midst of great loss…and they were waiting…waiting
for deliverance from the situation in which they were in…waiting for
deliverance from God.
2600
years after Jeremiah, it seems like we’re still doing a lot of waiting and that
we’re still in need of some hope. We’re
waiting for the economy to bounce back, we’re waiting anxiously right now to
see if congress is going to let us fall off that fiscal cliff, we’re waiting to
see how that blood work turns out, or if a loved one finally got that job
they’ve been struggling to find for a couple years, we’re waiting to see if the
predictions surrounding the Mayan calendar are right…which, I can pretty
confidently say they’re not…just ask a descendant of the Mayans. But there is so much waiting that we do. Maybe Advent makes us uncomfortable because
we do so much waiting that the Christmas rush and getting things checked off
our list sometimes bring us a little comfort, as if maybe there is something
that we have control over.
But
there is something else which can bring us great comfort and hope in the midst
of all the waiting. “In those days and
at that time I will cause a righteous Branch to spring up for David; and he
shall execute justice and righteousness in the land. In those days Judah will be saved and Jerusalem will live in safety.” In the midst of the destruction of the kingly
line of David, in the midst of the impending destruction of Jerusalem, there is a promise. There is a promise that the line of David
will be restored to the throne. A
righteous branch, meaning a legitimate heir to the throne of David, will spring
up and bring forth justice and righteousness, restoring Judah and Jerusalem. These are words of radical hope in the midst
of impending disaster, words that brought comfort to a people in the middle of
waiting. And though this prophecy was
not fulfilled in the time of Jeremiah, or the exile, we have seen the
fulfillment of this hope coming into our midst.
This
is the hope for which we wait and prepare for in this Advent season. A hope in one who rose up from the line of
David and brought justice and righteousness with him. We have seen this hope realized in the birth
of a child. A child born in an unlikely
place to unlikely parents, a child that did unlikely things and died in an
unexpected way. This is our advent
hope. One that grows each week,
symbolized by the lights on the advent wreath, each week bringing more and more
light into our midst until all five candles burn brightly together.
A
manger is probably the last place that one would go to as a place where hope
comes from. And yet, each year, that’s
where we go to, to a feed trough, and from this most unlikely and unpleasant
place, we find the source of our hope, wrapped in swaddling clothes. Jeremiah didn’t know it, but this child would
be one who would execute justice and righteousness, redeeming Jerusalem
and Judah
through the sacrifice of his own body and blood. This is the hope that Jeremiah clung to. A hope that endured through the destruction
of the temple in Jerusalem, the holiest place in
the kingdom of Judah.
It is a hope that endured through the years of waiting during which
Judah lived under the captivity of Babylon, it was the hope that brought Simeon
and Anna to the temple each day to pray and wait for the Messiah, it is a hope
that brings light into the midst of the all the waiting that we seem to be
doing. A light that will never fade, even in the midst of
all the waiting and hoping.
This
Advent we have a great opportunity. We
have an opportunity to wait, to slow down and prepare ourselves for the
celebration of the birth of Christ. It
is the perfect opportunity for a New Year’s resolution or two. Maybe it means taking more time to just be,
or not rushing to get Christmas over with.
Or maybe, it means scheduling in some extra time to spend with family at
home, away from the rush of the world, where you can slow down and together
prepare for the celebration of the birth of Christ. Let’s see if this year we can find hope in
the midst of the waiting. Blessings to
you in this new year. Amen
Sunday, November 25, 2012
“Truth is…”
Christ
the King
November
25, 2012
John
18:33-37
One
of the most iconic scenes from the film “‘The Wizard of Oz” is the one where
the Cowardly Lion contemplates what it would be like if he were the King of the
forest. One would think that by virtue
of being a Lion, he would already be the King of the forest, but for the
Cowardly Lion this is not the case…so he muses -
If I were King of the Forest, Not queen, not duke, not prince.
My regal robes of the forest, would be satin, not cotton, not chintz.
I'd command each thing, be it fish or fowl.
With a woof and a woof and a royal growl - woof.
As I'd click my heel, all the trees would kneel.
And the mountains bow and the bulls kowtow.
And the sparrow would take wing - If I - If I - were King!
Each rabbit would show respect to me. The chipmunks genuflect to me.
Though my tail would lash, I would show compash
For every underling!
If I - If I - were King!
My regal robes of the forest, would be satin, not cotton, not chintz.
I'd command each thing, be it fish or fowl.
With a woof and a woof and a royal growl - woof.
As I'd click my heel, all the trees would kneel.
And the mountains bow and the bulls kowtow.
And the sparrow would take wing - If I - If I - were King!
Each rabbit would show respect to me. The chipmunks genuflect to me.
Though my tail would lash, I would show compash
For every underling!
If I - If I - were King!
Truth
is that the cowardly Lion’s lack of courage kept him from attaining that
position of king of the forest…until he realized what true courage really
was. But it didn’t keep the cowardly
lion from dreaming about it. So, what
about you?
If
you could be King for a day, what would you do with that power? What clothes would you wear? What food would you eat? How would you get
around town? Where would you live? Would
you have a staff? How would you spend
your time?
I’m
sure we all have our various dream scenarios for an event such as this. If I were King for a day, I would be king of
an island in the Caribbean. My house would be
an ocean front bungalow. And I would
begin my one day by awaking to the sounds of the ocean, then enjoying a
breakfast of fresh pineapple from my garden, followed by a stroll in the sand
down to a spa where I would spend the day relaxing. And I would end the day by
fixing a magnificent dinner of surf and turf for friends and family in my
beautiful kitchen. But the truth is it’s
only a dream…and I’m good with that. I’m
good with having a 2 bedroom kingdom to rule over…or rather, that our dog,
Abba, rules over.
And
I’m sure that the life of a real king or queen isn’t all spa days and fancy
meals…although we sure like to think that it is. That’s how we have depicted kings and queens
over the years. Exquisite dress,
decadent dinner parties, getting to do whatever you wish because, in the words
of Mel Brooks in History of the World, Part I, “It’s good to be the King.” But the truth is there are still legal and
diplomatic matters to tend to. And
though in many countries the title of King comes more as a figure head than an
actual political position, there is still quite a bit of power and fame
there.
So
what do we do when we are presented with a king that doesn’t fit that
stereotypical image of royalty? What
happens when the king that we are looking at would stick out like a sore thumb
when placed among the likes of Caesar, The Queen of England, or the King of
Jordan?
I
wonder if sometimes we don’t know what to do with Christ the King. We spend so much time talking about Jesus as
our friend, Jesus being just like you and me…trying to make Jesus fit into our
image of what we think Jesus would be like to justify how we live day to day,
because that’s what Jesus would do…that to think of Jesus as King can get
difficult. Sure we love the good old
hymns like All Hail the Power of Jesus’ Name, Rejoice, the Lord is King! Jesus Shall Reign, and the Hallelujah chorus
is always a highlight of the Christmas season…but the word King is so
political, almost to the point of having a negative connotation for us in the US with our pride
in the democratic system.
How
can we talk about a King who stands both with me and the person who disagrees
with me? What do we do with a King that
will root for both KU and Missouri?
Is that even possible for a King to be a-political? And so we stand mystified
about how to proceed with this one that we call Christ the King…this King
Jesus, who though he became fully incorporated part of this world, rules a
Kingdom that is not of this world, who stands with me and with those that I’d
rather he not stand with.
But
the real complication comes in the fact that our Christ the King, the one that
we proclaim as King of Kings and Lord of Lords, is a very unkingly King. As he stands in front of Pilate, we see a man
in peasant clothes, a man who was the child of the poor young woman Mary, a man
who was born in a place that was anything but royal, who had no home to call
his own, a man now standing in front of this Roman authority, dressed to the
nines in royal fashion. This one we
call King, our King, was a very non-traditional king. He was a homeless king, he was a servant
king, he was a king who threw out the rule book on what a king looks like and
acts like, who a king eats with, who a king talks to, and how a king claims
victory over his enemies.
The
truth is that our king is unlike any other king known in history. Our king is a king who broke all the human
rules on what it means to be a king and came up with a list of new list of
rules that for us can seem dissonant…and at times even unsettling. A set of compassionate, loving rules, that
set King Jesus apart from the rest of the rulers of his time or any time before
or since.
Our
king is a king who shows us the truth about who we are and then shows us a way
of living better with one another. Our
king is a king who could have raised up an army to defend him and vanquish his
enemies for his own fame and power…but instead he chose a different path, gave
up his power, and laid down his life so that both his enemies and his followers
could know the truth, the truth that our king has power over life and death and
that through his own death, King Jesus gave us a victory that can never be
taken away from us.
It
is not included in our text this morning…but in John 18:38, Pilate asks Jesus
“What is truth?” The truth is that in
this moment, Pilate was standing in the presence of the Truth. The Truth is found not in a royal palace, or
a presidential mansion, but lying in a manger…holy and pure and innocent…the
Word of God made flesh. The Truth is found conversing with Samaritan women at
the well, standing guard over an adulterous woman about to be stoned, eating
with the sinners and the tax collectors, welcoming children into its midst,
living in the midst of poverty, and raising up those who society would put down
and cast out. These are not places that
a stereotypical King would go, and yet it is where our King is found time and
time again. This is the truth that we
find in Christ the King, and when Pilate tried to silence the Truth by putting
it to death, we saw the ultimate victory that our King won, not for himself,
but for us.
There
are no satin robes for our king, and his crown was one made of thorns, and yet
we celebrate and serve a benevolent King, one who sides with the poor and the
outcast, one who brings freedom our of slavery, one who brings life out of
death. And that is the Truth. Amen.
Sunday, October 28, 2012
“Reformation: How Martin Luther found Freedom in the Word of God…and how we can, too!”
Reformation Sunday
October 28, 2012
John 8:31-36
On October 31, 1517…a mere
495 years ago, a relatively unknown monk living in a small city in Germany
performed an act that would, unbeknownst to him at the time, turn the church
upside down. When he tacked his writings
on the door of the Castle Church in Wittenburg, Luther may have had some
inclination of what awaited him at the hand of the King Charles, the Holy Roman
Emperor and Pope Leo X…but he had even more of an inclination that the power of
the word of God had set him free to challenge the abuses he saw in the church,
namely, the selling of indulgences as a fundraiser to build St Peters in Rome.
Had Martin Luther been around
50 or 100 years earlier, this never would have happened…but the advent of the
printing press made it possible for his Ninety-Five Theses on the Power
and Efficacy of Indulgences to be read by anyone who was literate. Before the creation of the printing press,
folks like Luther who challenged Rome
would be silently “removed” from the situation, most commonly by being burned
at the stake. And to be honest, had it
not been for the intervention of Saxony’s
Prince Fredrick the Wise, Luther would have wound up burnt on a stake and the
Reformation may not have happened. But
there he stood, at the door of the castle church with a hammer, a nail, and 95
theses in his hands, having found the freedom to Sin Boldly, freedom which he
found in the word of God.
Luther hadn’t always had that freedom to challenge
the status quo in the church. In his
earlier years as a monk, Luther was enslaved by his own sin and the feelings of
guilt surrounding those sins. He had
become enslaved by an image of God as an angry, judgmental God, ready to swat
down a sinner like someone chasing a fly with a fly swatter. He was enslaved by the idea that there was
absolutely nothing that he could do to earn the love of this image of God’s and
that he was doomed to suffer in the bowels of purgatory or hell. So Luther, almost literally, enslaved himself
to the practices of penance - fasting, long hours of prayer, he would whip
himself, and he spent many, many hours in the confessional, all in attempts to
make peace with his image of an angry God.
And the more he tried to find peace with God, the more and more he
became enslaved by the thought that this would never happen for a sinner such
as he thought he was.
So where did Luther find this freedom to sin boldly
and call the church out for its abuses?
Luther’s superior, Johann Van Staupitz, in seeing
the depth of Luther’s struggle, sent him to Wittenburg to study and to teach.
It was in these academic studies that Luther became so deeply exposed to the
bible, and particularly the New Testament…it was in these academic studies that
Luther finally grasped the words “if the Son makes you free, you will be free
indeed,” and “We hold that a person is justified by faith, apart from works, as
prescribed by the law.” Luther realized
in his reading of the New Testament, particularly the Gospels and Romans, that
salvation isn’t about what you do, it’s about who you are as a beloved child of
God. Luther found the peace and the
freedom that he was looking for in the word of God…and I’m not just talking
about the words written in the bible…I’m talking about the Word made
Flesh.
When Luther found the grace that comes to us
through Christ, as revealed in the scriptures, it opened up a whole new world
for him. One in which an angry,
vengeful, God was replaced by a God who loves and who seeks the lost and the
broken and brings them peace.
This is the freedom that Luther needed to allow him
to preach and teach to the people of Wittenburg, it is this freedom that gave
Luther the courage to call the Pope, and the church in Rome, out on its abuses
perpetrated in the selling of indulgences, taking advantage of an illiterate
public that had never had the opportunity to read the bible for themselves and
selling them a vision of fire and brimstone that could only be escaped by
purchasing get out of purgatory free cards, so that the capital campaign to
build St. Peter’s Basilica in Rome could be funded. It is this freedom that caused Luther to
stand firm in his challenges to Rome at his trials, for he could do no
other…and it is this freedom that inspired Luther to take another step towards
treason against the church when he translated the New Testament, and eventually
the whole bible into German so that the Word of God could be placed into the
hands of the people who before had to rely on the testimony of the priests to
learn about faith.
As we gather here, 495 years after Luther tacked
the 95 theses to the door of the castle church in Wittenburg, it is very
tempting for us as people who live with the freedom to worship however and
wherever we wish, to echo the words of the Jews who believed in Jesus “we are
children of Abraham, and have never been slaves to anyone.” But when we do this, we ignore two realities,
the reality of our history of slavery, and the reality that we share with our
dear brother Martin. Like him, we too
have enslaved ourselves to things that keep us from being able to live fully,
love fully, and serve fully. We have
become enslaved to fear, enslaved to wealth, enslaved to possessions, enslaved
to own self-consciousness, our own sin and our own guilt. And these things that enslave us keep us from
being able to stand up and sin boldly for the sake of the Gospel.
But just as Luther found freedom in the Word of
God, so can we. There is freedom waiting
for us in the Word made Flesh in the person of Jesus Christ whose death and
resurrection, the acts that freed us from our sin and granted us life, are
revealed to us in the words of scripture.
There is freedom waiting for us in the grace that God provides for us as
beloved children of God who are saved and set free from our sin not because of
anything we do or do not do, but rather because of the love, hope, and peace
that God grants us in this gift.
We are children of a God of love, one who looks
into our hearts and consistently finds the best that is within us and tries to
draw that out of us. We are children of
a God who freed us, through Christ, to live fully, to love fully, to serve
fully, with total confidence in God’s love and grace, without fear of making
mistakes, without the guilt that can overcome us when we mess up, without the
chains that our sin has tried to shackle us with. We are free to live as people of God…to sin
boldly as sinners who have been set free to be saints of God…to continue to
walk in the steps of Martin Luther, working for justice and peace in the church
and out in the world.
Sunday, September 30, 2012
“Cut it off? No, Cut it Out!”
Pentecost 17
September 30, 2012
Mark 9:38-50
Can you imagine the side
conversations going on between the disciples after Jesus’ teaching here?
What does he mean cut your
hand off if it causes you to stumble? Doesn’t he know how much that is going to
hurt? Is he serious? And what exactly does stumble mean? What are the rules we have to follow if we
are going to do just what Jesus said we should do? But again, is he really serious? Cause I gave that other exorcist a dirty look
earlier for not following the rules…does that mean I should go take my eye
out? I don’t know if I could do that.
And it all started because
John and the disciples were threatened that there was someone outside of the
twelve who was able to cast out demons in Jesus’ name…and they had had some
trouble with it. He wasn’t one of
them…he hadn’t been in the inner circle…how was he able to cast out demons in
Jesus’ name…that’s not fair…Jesus, make him stop…he’s not following us!
Wait us? I thought you were
all following Jesus…shouldn’t John have said he’s not following you? Actually,
he couldn’t have really said that because it wouldn’t have been true. The man
was following Jesus and had apparently picked up some tricks in regards to
casting out demons in Jesus’ name.
So Jesus responds to John
“don’t stop him from doing deeds of power in my name. He’s making a difference, and if you stop
him, the deeds of power being done by him in my name are going to end. And there’s really no reason for you to be
worried, someone who does a deed of power in my name isn’t going to be speaking
ill of me anytime soon.”
That’s when Jesus launches
into the better than’s…it would be better for you if a millstone were tied
around your neck and be thrown into the sea than to make a little one who
believes in me stumble…it would be better for you to enter life maimed or lame
than to have a hand or foot that causes you to sin…it you would be better for
you to have one eye, than two eyes that cause you do things you shouldn’t.
And we repeat…boy, I really
hope he’s not serious.
And Jesus isn’t serious. He doesn’t want us to cut off our hands and
feet or tear our eye out if they cause us to sin. There would sure by a lot of bloodshed if
that happened. Instead, Jesus takes the
opportunity to employ a bit of exaggeration to get the attention of the
disciples…and our attention as well. Be
careful of the things we say, the things we do, and the way we look at people
sometimes. It’s easy to be hurtful when
we are not careful. And it happens to
all of us, when we get cut off in traffic, when someone participates in an
activity that we don’t approve of, we a project we are working on gets messed
up, or when someone steals the spotlight from us…when we get annoyed, or
frustrated, or become focused solely on ourselves, it gets easy to say and act
in ways that we wish we could take back later.
It’s in these cases that it’s
good to know that Jesus isn’t always dead serious when he teaches…that
sometimes he bit of a flare for the dramatic when trying to get a point
across. It’s also a good thing that
there really is no such thing as a true biblical literalist. Otherwise, there would be a lot of people out
there walking around missing an eye, a hand, a foot…maybe even a tongue. If we did take everything in the bible
literally, then maybe the group of disciples would look like what Pastor
Michael Coffey, from Austin,
Texas, described in this
poem.
"One of them came in wet with
a millstone and a rope
knotted around his throat
gasping for air having dragged
the darn thing up from the
bottom of the river
where he once was baptized a
while back
because he had cursed at a
child for high pitched screaming
Another came in with her
right hand
hacked off – she was
left-handed –
and she dripped crimson drops
all the way
down the hall to Jesus'
living room
admitting she had used the
missing appendage
to flip someone off in
traffic for cutting in
One more limped in with a
lopped off foot
in his hand and he dropped to
the floor sobbing
because he had tripped
someone in line
in front of him to get a
better seat
at the Bruce Springstein
concert
Then there was the disciple
who had an eye patch
and fumbled her way through
the door
having glared at her next
door neighbor with
a rude stare because she
looked way too good
in that new dress and those
shoes with red soles
and wished she would trip and
tear her ACL
The poem doesn’t end
here. But what comes next really hits
what Jesus was trying to get across to the disciples. And to us.
They gathered around Jesus,
each face
with a seriousness that
puzzled the good Lord
except for the one with the
plucked out eye –
it was hard to look puzzled
with the patch and all.
He looked at them and said,
holding back an
uncharacteristic chuckle:
For God’s sake, stop
damaging yourselves.
You know I was kidding,
right?
Have you heard of
hyperbole, people?
Just don’t do those mean
things anymore
and if you do, say you’re
sorry, make amends, and move on.
Lift up the lowly and
respect the helpless.
It’s just not that
hard.
Come on,
folks! Get over yourselves!
You're not that bad, and
you're not that good."
There’s no actual call for us
to damage ourselves when we do wrong by our neighbors…but rather, a call to do
our best to be at peace with each other, to keep our actions and our words in
check, because we never really know what the reactions will be to them. None of us are perfect, we’re all going to
offend someone at some point, whether we mean to or not…it’s a fact of life.
And knowing that none of us
are perfect and that sometimes it is hard for us to be at peace with each
other, Jesus went to the cross and initiated the peace making process. For in that act, Jesus made peace between us
and God, which opened up for us a pathway through which we can to be at peace
with one another. To make amends when we
mess up, to love one another and to be that salt that adds flavor to one
another’s lives. That sounds like a much
better deal that cutting our limbs off.
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Questions?
Pentecost
17
September
23, 2012
Mark
9:30-37
Have
you ever wondered if the disciples are actually paying attention to what is
going on as they have been following Jesus?
In the time between last week’s Gospel reading, in which Peter confesses
Jesus to be the Messiah and then promptly sticks his foot in his mouth, and
this morning’s text, a lot has happened.
Jesus has gone up the mountain with Peter, James, and John and been
Transfigured, then upon returning from the mountain, he heals a boy with an
unclean spirit that the disciples had been unable to heal because, apparently,
they didn’t pray. And now, Jesus is
again foretelling his death and resurrection, and pointing to a child as a
model of discipleship. That’s a lot to
process in a couple of days…surely there had to be some questions from the
disciples in regards to what was going on…but, then, why is it that all but one
of the questions that Mark mentions in this portion of chapter 9 comes from
Jesus?
The
only question that comes from the disciples was ‘why couldn’t we cast the demon
out?’
But
Jesus’ questions are a little more pointed: ‘What are you arguing about with
them?’
‘You
faithless generation, how much longer must I be among you? How much longer must
I put up with you?
‘What were you arguing about on the way?’
I
imagine this is the rabbi version of a mother asking her children “do I have to
come back there and separate you?”
Why
were the disciples so afraid to ask Jesus questions when they didn’t understand
what was going on? Were they afraid that
Jesus would rebuke them like he did Peter when Peter stuck his foot in his
mouth? Were they afraid that they would
look silly if they asked the wrong question?
Were they afraid that Jesus would just ask another pointed question in
return?
My
guess is that it was a combination of these things. They were afraid that they would look silly
in front of the other disciples and would be put next to Peter as that other
disciple that Jesus rebuked. But, really
who could blame them for being afraid to ask Jesus about something they didn’t
understand. For most adults, it’s a
normal reaction. We want to look like
we’re on track with the straight A students in our class, we want to seem like
we “get it” even though sometimes we don’t…because pretending to get it is a
lot easier than having to admit that we don’t get it. When I was in college, I didn’t get a lot of
what was going on in my science classes…probably the first sign I should have
majored in religion all along instead of torturing myself with a biology
major. But I was afraid to ask questions
because I was so used to being the kid in high school who got it when it came
to science. I didn’t want to be thought
of as that girl who asks the silly questions…did she even study the material? So I didn’t ask questions…but I was also the
kid who, in middle school asked all the questions that drove my classmates nuts
because it often meant that we wouldn’t get out of confirmation class or math
class early. And I know I’m not the only
one…somewhere between the beginning of middle school and the beginning of high
school, questions become taboo…the but why? but why? but why? Stage has ended
and self-consciousness takes over.
And
sometimes there’s a reason that we become afraid to ask questions…and that’s
because we are taught that to question is to lack faith. I have friends who were taught as children
that it’s not ok to ask big questions about God and the church, because it
means that you’re starting to go down the wrong path where faith is
concerned. You don’t want to become a
doubting Thomas, do you? One friend was
asked by her pastor.
But
what’s wrong with being a doubting Thomas?
Thomas was the only one of the disciples with the boldness to ask
questions, to put himself out there, and in the end he was the disciple that
really got it. Sadly, Thomas doesn’t get
much play in the gospel of Mark, but I think that this allows Jesus to offer up
a better example to the disciples, and to us, of what discipleship is all
about…it’s about asking questions and not being afraid to be who you are, even
if that means you don’t get it all the time.
On
the way, the disciples had taken up the argument over which one of them was the
greatest…it was a common argument to be had amongst people of the time. But their arguing went totally against the
point of Jesus’ mission. Jesus’ mission and ministry wasn’t about being the
greatest, it was about being a servant, it was about building up those around
you instead of seeking to be built up.
And so he places a small child in the middle of the group of disciples,
perhaps the child of one of the disciples and he says to them, ‘Whoever
welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me, and whoever welcomes me
welcomes not me but the one who sent me.’
The
power behind this statement is immeasurable…more so for the disciples than it
is for us. You see, at that time,
children were seen as the promise of the future...but in the meantime, they
were also a liability. A child was more
likely to become ill and die, a child did participate in the productivity of
the household…but not at the level of an adult, and a regardless of the child’s
productivity, it was still another mouth to feed. In other words, a child in the time of Jesus
was seen in the same way as a servant…except that the child held a place of
honor in the household…which was something that a slave would probably, and
could probably, never attain. The child
being held in Jesus’ arms that day was an insider who was placed in the realm
of the outsiders until the time in which it was able to be a fully productive
member of the household.
But
there’s more than that here…have you ever heard a child ask questions? Why is the sky blue? Why is the grass
green? Are we there yet? But why? But why not? Have you ever noticed that it is the
questions of a child that have the greatest ability to turn a parent or other
adults face bright red?
Children
are not afraid to ask questions when they do not understand…they have a sincere
curiosity about how the world works.
Chris and I are already preparing a list of ‘go ask your mom’ and ‘go
ask your dad’ questions that, our little one might ask one day. Children yearn for the special knowledge held
by adults. And I can imagine that if the
disciples had been children, Jesus would have been answering but why questions
all day when it came to the work that they were on a mission to do.
“whoever welcomes one such child in my name
welcomes me, and whoever welcomes me welcomes not me but the one who sent me”
So
how do we welcome those who are not seen at the greatest in the eyes of the
world, but who have so much to teach us adults about asking questions when we
don’t completely understand something?
How
do we truly and 100% welcome the little ones around us who may be antsy in the
pew on Sunday morning but who are so eager to learn the ways of the big
kids?
How
do you see Jesus in the children that we welcome? For it was Jesus who freed us to be able to
be like children, not worrying about getting all the right answers and not
afraid to ask the big, and little, questions.
Amen.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
“Carry on my wayward son, there’ll be peace when you are done”
Pentecost
11
August
12, 2012
2
Samuel 18:5-9, 15, 31-33
It’s
a pretty well-known story, the tale of the prodigal son. In the Gospel of Luke, it is a story about a
son who thought that he knew better than his father, so he set off on his own
with his share of the inheritance and eventually comes to his sense while
sitting in a pig stall getting ready to fight the pigs for their food.
The
story of Absalom and David found in 2 Samuel is not that story of
the prodigal son. I hesitate to even
call Absalom prodigal…wayward probably works a lot better.
Here’s
what the lectionary has caused us to miss:
Shortly after the power play that David pulled to take Bathsheba as his
own, which resulted in her husband Uriah’s death, David’s oldest son, Amnon,
raped David’s daughter, Tamar. David was
furious with Amnon for what he had done, but we are never told that David took
any action to punish his son for what he had done. Infuriated by the incident and David’s lack
of action, David’s third son, Absalom, took matters into his own hands and
killed Amnon two years later on an evening when Amnon had had a little too much
to drink. After killing his brother,
Absalom fled from Jerusalem
and remained away for three years, during which time David began to yearn for
him. Upon Absalom’s return, David
forgives him…but Absalom wasn’t quite done with his mischief making just
yet. Absalom returned to Jerusalem with a plan to
take over for his father, and he worked for four years to usurp his father’s
throne. Eventually, he was successful,
being crowned King at Hebron and forcing David
to flee Jerusalem
to preserve his own life. Then, as a
visible sign to the people that Absalom was now in charge of things, Absalom
made it a regular practice of laying with David’s concubines in public.
Sounds
like a really great kid, doesn’t he? The son that every man dreams of having
one day, right? Not so much….
After
Absalom usurped the throne, David sent one of his trusted friends into serve on
Absalom’s court and spy on him, but otherwise, David took a pretty passive
stance on the whole thing, trusting that the Lord would take care of him in the
future, regardless of whether he was on the throne or not. Eventually, however,
David does muster an army together to go in and take back David’s place on the
throne…and this is where our reading from this morning comes in. David’s army has requested that for his
safety, David not be allowed to go into battle.
They reasoned that if people didn’t know who they were and things didn’t
go according to plan, they could slip out easier than if David was with
them. David agrees to this, but makes
one plea in the presence of his men…and that was to deal gently with his son
Absalom. That’s his only request before
sending the troops to battle.
It’s
a very interesting request that David makes…for the troops to deal gently with
his son. A son who killed his brother,
usurped his father’s throne and attempted to murder his father in the process,
slept with his father’s concubines and did everything he could to make a
mockery out of his father to prove that he was the one in charge now. Absalom had not only become a political and
military enemy, he had become a threat to David’s very life. And yet, in this moment of preparation before
battle, David chose to be a father before he was a king and to request that the
life of his son be spared.
As
a person who is not a parent of a human child, I don’t know that I get it 100%.
I know that throughout my entire life I have been reminded by my own parents
time and time again that there could never be a reason for them to stop loving
me. But I also am aware of family
situations where parent/child relationships have been broken and estranged for
reasons that are nowhere near as severe as throne usurping, attempted
murder…even though the betrayal felt in those broken relationships may feel
that severe in the moment, or even years down the road.
So,
in the aftermath of the great betrayal and rebellion of Absalom, I see vast
amounts of grace in David’s request that his son be treated gently by David’s
army. But as it turns out, it was the
forest that first dealt harshly with Absalom, followed by David’s disobedient
men. Joab disobeys David’s orders and
has Absalom killed after finding him stuck in a tree by his hair, and when
David is informed of this by the second runner, we see in the end of our text
not the joy of a king whose enemy has been vanquished, but the grief of a
father who loved his son dearly and without condition. David was not a perfect man, he was actually
a bigger scoundrel than we call him on.
There were times in his life, especially after the incident with
Bathsheba where David was anything but a man after God’s heart…but here we see
a man who gets it, who put down his crown to cry out in lament for his
son.
But
there is also a glimpse of something bigger, as if the story of David and
Absalom were to serve as a parable for readers of the Hebrew Scriptures in the
same way the parable of the prodigal son reached Gospel readers. I see in the story of David and Absalom, a
representation of the story of God and God’s people.
All
throughout scripture and beyond, we have seen a relationship between God and
God’s people that has been rocky, to say the least. Time after time we have rebelled against God
and betrayed God.
We
have fought ill-gotten religious wars in God’s name,
We
have murdered our brothers and sisters and treated others like they were less
than human,
We
have replaced our heavenly father by placing our trust in money, in our jobs,
and in ourselves,
We
are fighting a culture war brandishing weapons of fried chicken sandwiches and
waffle fries while 1 in 5 children in this nation go to bed hungry at
night.
Over
and over we have done things as acts of rebellion against our heavenly father
that we never should have done and have caused great damage to our relationship
with our creator. And the great irony of
the whole thing is that in the midst of the great amounts of pain that we
humans have caused each other and our heavenly father throughout the years,
God’s love and faithfulness remain steady and unwavering. Despite all the ways that we have been God’s
wayward children, God’s love for us has been so deep…God’s desire for us to be
protected from all the wrongs in the world so great, that God took a huge
barrier out of our way by sending Jesus to come among us, show us the love of
God in the most tangible of ways, cause some holy trouble by eating with the so
called “wrong” people, and went to the cross so through that act we could be
freed from our sin to have the boldness and confidence to call out to our
heavenly parent and know that we will be heard.
David
was an imperfect man with a rebellious son, but in a story of a father’s love
for his wayward son, we see God’s love for us, God’s wayward children and a
faithfulness that is unwavering.
So,
carry on God’s wayward daughters and sons, there’ll be peace when we are done,
lay your weary heads to rest, don’t you cry no more. Amen
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