Sunday, June 30, 2013

Letting Go of Control - A sermon



Pentecost 6
Luke 9:51-62

If you were put on trial for being Christian, would there be enough evidence to convict you?

This question has been on my mind a lot since I first read it this past week.  It’s a question that hits you square in the chest and forces you to stop and examine your life asking further, “am I living a life that shows others that I am a Christian? Or if folks knew me, would they question my claim to follow Christ?”  And I’ll admit to you that my biggest hurdle in living the Christian life is my desire for control.  As much as I have gotten better at rolling with the punches in the past decade, there’s still part of me that likes to have things planned well in advance and for predictability to be the name of the game.  And I know that I’m not the only one…I’m sure that at one time or another we’ve all found it easier to have a sense of control, especially when the chaos of life hits and spins us in an entirely opposite direction than which we were heading in the first place.
This desire for control is one of the themes that can be found in our Gospel text this morning.  We join Jesus at the very end of Chapter nine of Luke.  At the beginning of Chapter nine, Jesus had sent out the twelve disciples and given them the power to heal the sick and cast out demons.  A little bit after this he went up to the mountain with Peter, James, and John, and was transfigured before them and in the presence of Moses and Elijah.  And now, after having come down from the mountain and speaking about his death for the second time, Jesus has set his face towards Jerusalem.  This means that Jesus is on a mission, a mission to go to Jerusalem and to accomplish what God had sent him to do…and nothing will stop him. 
But he’s got to travel through some towns if he’s going to get there and the first place he stops is a Samaritan town.  And we’re told by Luke that they did not receive him because his face was set towards Jerusalem.  So it seems that the Samaritans know what’s up…that Jesus is on a mission…and, maybe, they want absolutely nothing to do with that mission.  Or maybe, they realize that Jesus is singlemindedly carrying out the mission and won’t have the time to preach or teach or heal or cast out like they would like him to so they just let him pass on through.  Luke doesn’t flat out say they reject him, but it seems like that is the case.  Jesus won’t play according to our plans, so why bother?
And that’s when the disciples come into play. James and John and the rest of the twelve are also aware that Jesus is on a mission and it is their task to help get him to Jerusalem in a timely manner so that Jesus can accomplish what he was sent to do.  But their reaction to the Samaritans not receiving Jesus is shocking…‘Lord, do you want us to command fire to come down from heaven and consume them?’ It’s not totally surprising considering the relationship between the Jews and the Samaritans, but still, not something you expect to hear from Jesus’ inner circle after he has preached about loving your enemies and praying for those who persecute you.  But again, they had a mission to help Jesus accomplish his mission and you could forget anyone who tried to get in their way. 
But what about the folks who either are asked to follow Jesus or ask Jesus if they can follow?  There’s certainly a “please can I follow, but on my own terms” kind of theme running through this part of the story.  Please let me follow…but after I bury my dad, and it could be years before that happens because we have no idea what state of health his dad is in.  Yes, Lord, I will follow…but after I go and say goodbye to my wife and kids…and my parents…and my siblings…and my in-laws…and my cousins…and give instructions to my servants as to how to continue to run the household…let me take care of what I have planned first, and then I will come and follow.
To be fair, both men make reasonable requests…and it might seem pretty harsh that Jesus responded in the way that he did “let the dead bury their own dead”  “no one who takes to the plow and turns back is fit for the kingdom of God.”  Wow! 
But if you think about it, being the only one who truly understands the scope and ultimate purpose of his mission, Jesus is inviting folks to let go of the control…to realize that life doesn’t always go as planned and that being called to share in the mission of Jesus Christ often means that our hopes and dreams and plans and goals will sometimes be disappointed.  It means knowing that Jesus is going to call us into action at unexpected times and to go to unexpected places and, as disciples, we are expected to go and do, even if our plans don’t match, because the mission that Jesus is on is a mission that makes a difference…and if we’re not willing to let go of some control and let some of our plans be disappointed for the sake of the Gospel, do we really have what it takes to be full fledged disciples?
Professor David Lose from Luther Seminary puts it this way…”Does the grace, mercy, and love of God made incarnate in Jesus trump our plans and shape our lives, or do we shape our faith to fit the lives we’ve already planned?”
If we’re 100% honest, I think that there are times when we all fall into the second category.  Living a life that follows our own plans is comfortable…it’s convenient…it’s predictable.  We have a semblance of control when we follow our own plans.  But the life of a disciple isn’t comfortable, it is not always convenient and it’s not always predictable.  Being a disciple means that Jesus is going to demand that his mission come before our plans and that requires us to give up control.  Because it’s not about having control…control is just an illusion anyways, just ask the person battling cancer, the neighbor fighting addition, the friend who lost all their personal belongings in a tornado or a flood.  The truth is that none of us knows what tomorrow is going to bring…or even this afternoon…and even our best laid plans can go awry at any moment.  But it’s not about us having control…or even about letting God take control…it’s about a man who set his face towards Jerusalem and went to the cross, entering into our out of control and chaotic existence and coming out on the other side, bringing us, with him, into a place of peace. 
There’s a rabbi named David Paskin who wrote a song based on the greeting that is shared in the Jewish community when someone dies.  In English it’s translated “May the Place comfort you.”  In the youtube video of this song, he explains that he never understood why, in times of grief, people would refer to God as the Place.  But as he thought about it, he came to the conclusion that what was really being said is that in times where life is out of control and chaos filled, there is sometimes a space…an empty space and may you learn to live in that space and may it become a place of comfort and peace even though right now it’s a place that hurts.  In setting his face to Jerusalem, Jesus calls us to follow…and it’s a mission that demands we live into the reality that we are not into control, that life is full of chaos, and that Jesus’ mission trumps our plans.  But on the cross, Jesus dives head first into our out of control world and brings us out safe on the other side, and brings us peace.  May we all have the courage to live in to the chaos, to let our plans be upset by the mission of Christ, and find peace in his presence with us in the places that are out of control.  Amen

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